Hard To Trust (Still I Try) – Her Side

It's not a disaster, oh oh oh oh It's hard to trust, I won't pretend Too many good guys turn fake in the end Every year my world came with a side Every you the one, had three more on the ride It's hard to trust, but still I try Got these broken pieces I can't hide You say you different, you say I'm that guy But my heart still whispers, girl, he gon' lie I ain't bitter, I'm just bruised up slow Got receipts in my phone from some years ago He said, you my queen, I'ma change my ways But his phone lit up with a new girl's name I done heard you special with another in his bed Seen loyalty tattoos while his DMs bled Say he not like other men and then prove I'm right Always accidentally at a house late night Then you walk in with that calm talk cool Saying I'm not them, I don't play like fools You take your time, you don't press too fast But my nerves still think you just want one thing in dash Cause it's always Netflix and to close Hit the flow and when the girl says wait they don't call no more So if I flinch when you say pull up tonight It's cause come through and I can't look the same on sight It's all the trust I won't pretend Too many good guys turn fake in the end Every year my world came with a sigh Every year the one had three more on the rise It's hard to trust, but still I try Got these broken pieces I can't hide My heart still whispers, girl, he gon' lie Won't call me wife on a Saturday night, bye Sunday brunch, she was out of my sight Told his boy, she a good girl, I might commit But told his ex, you the one I really miss Another one, preach guy, but he worship flesh Hands up in church, but his text a mess, saying let's pray then Let me slide through late, and when I said no, he just called me fake So now, when you're kind, I'm low-key scared Take your time, but my brain on ten Like, is this the part where he flips an end? I wanna trust you, when you say I'll wait But I seen good men turn on the dime for less bait It's not just lust, it's the lies that sting Acting like I'm extra for wanting to ring Truth is, I'm tired of being trial and test Warm up, girl, till they find they best I want one man who can hold his line Say no to his flesh and be faithful in time It's hard to trust, I won't pretend Can't wait to start every you the one head I could say y'all men trash, but that be wrong Cause I seen good husbands still holdin' on My granddad loved my grandma till it's last breath So I know real love still exists somewhere yet But I met boys that never learned, no Chasin' every cheap thrill like a TV show Bragging bout bodies, like it make em a man But can't hold a promise or a five-year plan So I'm workin' on me while I wait on real Tryna heal my heart, tryna learn to chill If you really hit more than a knife You gon' show that in the way that you live, not the hype Call me your school for one and one look, wait with intent and keep that above If that's too much and you roll your eyes, then you just hit for the body, not the soul inside So if I say slow down, it's not that bad You won't damn your life when I guard my heart Yeah, it's all the trust I won't pretend too many good guys Turn fake in the end Every all my world came with a side Every you the one had three more on the right Yeah, it's all the trust But still I try Got prayers in my chest and tears I hide If you really different then take your time Prove what your actions not just lines Turn to you and I