You Don’T Want It Fixed

Yeah, you call me up with the same old storm Same three names doing you so wrong I grab a pen, try to shift the frame You grab more fuel and feed the flame I say quit that job, let's make a plan You say you don't get it, I just can't Offer you a door, you slam it shut Where that hurt like a winner's cup Every lifeline thrown your way You tie it into knots and call Cause you don't want it big, you just want something to bleed about You'd rather stay lost in the mix than take one step on a different route Every answer sounds like pick a side, every mirror looks like someone lied You say you want peace but you love that twist You don't want to heal, you just want it to exist Next week's fight got the same old cast New excuse on the same old past You say everybody leaves, I swear But you chase them off when they start to care I say let's talk slow, maybe call a pro You say therapies for them, not me, you know Any road out feels like a trap to you Cause freedom means only what you do You say no one ever really understands But you slap away every reaching hand Yeah, you don't wanna fix, you just want something to cry about Turn every bridge into a crucifix, blame the flames while you fan the doubt Every olive branch looks like a trick Every gentle word you turn to sticks You say you're done but you cling to it You don't want it gone, you just wanna sit I can't be the one you throw it all against Can't be the stage for your sad defense One day you'll look around your empty beach Wonder why no friends are left in reach It won't be cause we didn't care enough It'll be cause love can't fix what you won't touch When help me really means don't you dare Each the ones who love you to stay every time I try to walk you out you drag me deeper into your storm so I'm stepping back from your repeat script I won't be fuel for the life you've made when you're ready for change instead of tricks call me then tell that If you ever choose to cure instead of the kid, I'll be on my own. Sure life, far from where you didn't want it fixed.