Hit Fast Forward

alarm clock screaming mom's at the door get up you're late you got a life to explore same four walls in the same old town same fake smiles so they don't freak out homework stacking like a park in fine thinking your future don't waste your time but nobody asks what I want to be if it's not on a checklist it can't be me they say these are the best years of your life I just wanna hit fast forward Give this scene jump to the part where I can breathe without apology Make my own mistakes and still be made Every rule feels like your cage door closed And every you'll understand when your older moment I'm not trying to grow cold Just tired of being told who I'm supposed to be Can we hit fast forward, please? Skate park nights under buzz Best friend talking about moving away friends too high in the bills I don't want perfection to screw up Maybe growing up's not some magic switch Maybe every age comes with its glitch Maybe they're still faking it too Acting like they know what they're doing more than we do If nobody's got it figured out Then why are we all so scared? I just wanna hit fast forward to the day I can say I chose this corner where my weird make sense to the ones I find and I'm not just wrong for my own mind every scar from now till I'm old and gray I'll wear them like proof that I found my way till then I'm stuck in this in between half can't have who I am Till I'm old and gray I'll wear them like proof that I found my way Till then I'm stuck in this in-between Have kid have who I wanna be Can we hit fast forward? This broken scene and keep growing up without losing me